My supposed to be bestest friend, Jackie, can trust someone she’s known for a year with everything. I’ve known her for seven years, and I have to literally beg for her to tell me what happened or whatever. Today at lunch, she basically ignored me and focused on the one she trusts, Victoria. I didn’t say anything. I kept quiet throughout the entire period. I didn’t walk back to our hall with Jackie either. She didn’t seem to mind.
In science, I told a good friend of mine, Alajah, what was wrong. It wasn’t just what happened during the previous hour. I have already been going through tons of problems with family, self-esteem, and pointless boy problems.
Alajah didn’t say anything about Jackie, but she seemed to pity me about it. Alajah told me about Keith, my crush, instead. She said he might like me, since she said she told him that someone likes him and he said he wants to know because he might like them back. Alajah said she’ll tell him about me, and I said that was fine. She also told me to call her so we can talk more about my family issues.
I left school early. I’m now laying down in bed. I’m waiting until 3:00 to talk to Alajah since school let’s out at 2:34.
Alajah let me see the book that writes in about her friends. She wrote down that she considered me as her sister. That made me feel like I mean something.
So that’s all.